Sunday, September 9, 2012

생일축하 ?

Hello there ^^


For any special occasions like birthdays celebrations, there would usually be a dinner with none other than with the family members. This time it would be my special occasion where I'll be turning a year older. Which also means i'd have the say to where the dinner will be. ㅋㅋㅋ

When I was younger, not like im actually very old myself but younger in the context of pre-teen and teenage years, I look forward to this time of the year very much. It's my favourite ! I would even have a list of places to go. But then I was raised in a household of, well, u can say we're not much of a celebratory kind of people. Although we do commemorate the day over really nice meals, we do maintain a sort of distance within the family on normal days. With that much enthusiasm I have for the day, you can say that I also have the same amount of disappointment at the end of the day, if not more. I don't know about the rest but I really think birthdays are one of the important days everyone should celebrate with joy. It is such a significant day where u were born, ur first day on earth. & to be able to celebrate the day means u're still living and full of blessing. Isn't that enough to be grateful for?

On another note- with much disappointment over the years of growing up, i won't rain on my own parade. Now tht im older, I won't let others rain on it either. I will not tolerate or compromise my own happiness and dreams. I'm responsible for it no matter what. I gotta take over my life and not let others dictate, taking control.

I must take actions into my own hands. if you let others plan for you, do u know what they have in-store for u? Apparently not much.

어머.. I was suppose to write about my upcoming 생일 하지만 I got distracted, as usual. 그럼 it may be a lil cryptic this time.

In all honesty ... 안녕 ~