Happy.

Someone once told me
That you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain..
Don’t you love in vain..
’Cause love won’t set you free

I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy..But safe as could be...
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happyyyyyy..
Just wanna be happyy..

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
But all these days
They feel like they’re the same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here..

So many turns that I can't see
So many strangers on this road
But don't say victim
Don’t say anything...

Possess Your Heart.

Little child, don't cry

I'll be by your side.

Little child, wipe your tears

I'll be here to fight all your fears.

The Subtleties.

September.

Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone.

This beat is killing me.

F O C U S.

i need tht A LOT! thank you very much.

He's a legend, never to be forgotten.

legendary. 'nuff said.

I could still remember the days during my childhood where my mom would just place me in front of my tv set with MJ's music videos..ON REPEAT. i could proudly say tht most of the time, cartoons were replaced by his ultimate no.1 hits vids. He was like the first artist I got to know even before I learned the ABC. This is no BS, seriously. It was apparently one of the easiest way for me to sit still & not turning the hse upside down.

thriller, billy jean, beat it, black or white & the list could just go on forever. But the most prominent song that really touched me has to be the Earth Song. *hands down. I could never finish watching the vid of the song without tears welled up in my eyes. it was so heartfelt & no other song could give me the same impact EVER.

He was an amazing figure to look up to in so many ways. Come to think of it, he used to be & somehow still is in my list of outstanding individuals to meet before I die. I guess this would be a huge loss I got to deal with for the remaining of my days to come.

Michael Joseph Jackson
1958-2009

Falling slowly.

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can't tell dreams from truth
for it's been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore

When I get really lonely
and the distance causes our silence
I think of you smiling
with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

if you want me.

Time Always Reveals.

ohh. emm. gee.

Shattered.

Fragile; even feathers could break it!

Give me reasons but dont give me choice.

Confused, thats my state.

Answers - what I need.

Decisions I gotta make.

but U can always help to ease my pain. 

U Nocturnal.

It has been 40 hrs straight that I'm wide awake... & counting. 

I repeat, 40 HOURS STRAIGHT! 

Spanking Fresh 2009.

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person who wasn't suppose to let U down,
- probably will.
U'll have your heartbroken probably more than once,
& it's going to be harder everytime.
U'll break hearts too,
- so remember how it feels.
U'll fight with your best friend,
& lose friends U thought U would always have.
U'll cry because time is passing so fast,
that U eventually lose somebody,
U couldn't picture your life without.
So take too many pictures,
laugh a little too much,
& LOVE like U've never been hurt.
'cause every 60 seconds U spend angry or upset,
is a minute U won't ever get back.